Thermodynamics of Love

I Love You and that is the biggest truth of my life, but the other side of the truth is that I am not like you or either you are not like me. If I am a shouting child, you are a calm elder; if I am a sensible teacher, you are a poor learner; if I am the center of the earth, you are the height of the sky; if I am the lava of a volcano, you are the cooling of a waterfall; if I am the desert sand, you are the first droplet of the rain I wait; if I am boiling water, you are the ice cube; if I am a burning fire, you are the waving sea; and if I am scorching summer, you are the shivering winter.

You often don't fulfill my expectations neither I do as you expect; I hurt you often intentionally or unintentionally, and you hurt me unintentionally; I am unable to approach your feelings and you are unable to understand my thoughts; I do not see world and life as you do; even then, I love you more than anything anyone in my life.

I do scold you, I bring my anger out at you, I do not care for your emotions and feelings when it comes to fire inside me, I give you pain, and as a result expect you to be as reactive as I am, as angry as I am, as fierce as I am but I wonder you would ever do what I want, I don't know. You never went horrible as I am often; you never went angry as I am often; you never reacted as I do often, and so I always thought of you as a senseless surface and hard like diamond.

I wanted to melt you and wanted you to be as angry on me as I am on you at times, but thought as would never be succeeded. Then one day I knew what it was all about and why you are just opposite nature.

Love is not a simple phenomenon, it is rather quite scientifically complicated and follows some rules in a quite strange manner. And one of that principle rules is the rule of thermodynamics; it says that the loss and gain of heat always remains constant, thus as the principle element fire, whatever I bring out as anger, intensity and temperature, you being very opposite in nature take it in and absorb it to increase the temperature inside, but that remains so low to the cold inside you, and thus doesn't lose itself but becomes the part of your inner self as heat and passion of my love that surges inside you. Likewise, when you senselessly react in a cold, careless but loving manner, you transfer that cooling inside me and the fire of mine inside is so intense that the temperature decreases but not to much extent, the coolness, the soothing sense doesn't go in vain but becomes the part of my self as the peace and harmony of your love.

So, whatever I want, I perhaps can not get it soon but slowly and gradually, you and me will come at equal and balanced level, whatever heat I will lose you will gain that, and whatever coolness you will lose, I will gain that; and thus I will see myself in you and you will see yourself in me; I will react in a calm way like you and you will love me intensely like me; I will face challenges with peace like you, and you will bear the pain like me; I will get your harmony and you will have my passion.

So, the day will come when I will become You and You will become I, no discrimination will remain and we will Unite and will be called none other than 'One'. I wait for the day; the day of resurrection.

Do not forget him , Waheed is alive

23rd November is the death anniversary of legendary legend of Pakistani silver screen, Waheed Murad, who is still known and remembered for his unique style, charming personality and unforgettable performances, and who still lives in our hearts through his work.

I am just sharing a beautiful song "Tum wohi ho lo tumhen aj bata detey hain" from his movie "Devar Bhabhi".

Mandh Waai (Shah Lateef)

Wo Allah

(Oh God)

Manndho peandey moon

(Drinking the wine of Gnosis)

Saajan sahi suneeato

(The beloved I perceived)

Toon habeeb

(You are the friend)

Toon tabeeb

(You are the physician)

Toon hi dardan ji dawa

(Only You are the remedy of pain)

Janiba muhinji jeea men aazara ja anwa

(Dearest! In my being are thousands of afflictions)

Sahib dey shifa meeyaan marizan khey

(O Lord, pray heal the sick and afflicted)

Allaha “Abdul Latif” chae

(O God, Abdul Latif says)

Bhit jo ghoto Latif says

(Latif, the darling of Bhit Shah, says)

Toon hi aaheen toon

(There is none but You)

Saajan sahi suneeato

(The beloved I perceived)

Ji Lateef

(O good Latif)

O Lateef

(O Lateef)

Challa sindhari wasai Lateef

(May the land of Sindh remain prosperous, Latif)

Bhalo Miyaan Allah

(Good Master Allah)

Aey merey meherbaan!

Law of Conservation of Love

It can be stated in three different forms as:

"Love can neither be created nor be destroyed, although it can be transformed from one state to another, one place to another, one position to another, and one person to another."

OR

"Love is neither be created nor be destroyed by anything because everything in the Universe is being created from Love, and thus it contributes to glorify the Love, and so, Love has to remain constant."

OR

"No matter how much hatred, violence, and intolerance spreads around, the total potential of Love and beauty, peace and prosperity will always remain constant."

Aik Khwab baqi hai......

Note: The poem was written and dedicated to a beloved friend on her birthday, and now being posted on the blog on the request of another beloved friend.

The Fusion of Water and Dust

The dust in the desert when faces the burning of sunlight, then desires to have water and overcome its thirst, the hot breeze when blows it makes the dust particles to scatter in the environment as a result the mist of that air blow along with dust particles produces cyclone that can ruin everything that comes in its field.

The dry dust of the desert has no worth except that desire for water, and if one day sky being so merciful sends the rain then the worth becomes worthy. The tiny drops of water when touch the dust particles and are united then gives a new identity to the dust with a breathtaking fragrance which arises from no where but the soul of that unity; the fragrance of the sodden dust. The probability to have a cyclone goes simply out of the way and the desert is no more a desert because now its earth can grow the flowery and fruitful trees from that dust just like an Oasis.

The combination of the dust of desire and water of mercy and Love made it possible for a clay to come into existence and get an identity which is called "Adam", the dust and the water are nothing independently but they are everything when in union. And this unity provides a power to grow the fruits of mercy, flowers of happiness and trees of care and love from that dust with a fragrance of Union of the water and dust that arises from nowhere but soul of the heart; the heartbeat that says every moment "Rab", and accepts the ultimate reality every passing second.

The desert of Human's heart is no more a desert when it gets the water of Love and immediately turns out to be an Oasis inside which then plays a role to make the world around an Oasis too.

The relationship of the two extremes; the rain that associates and forms a relationship between earth and sky, similarly the rain of Love associates the earth of self to the sky of selflessness.

What destiny awaits?