Sunday, December 25, 2011
You often don't fulfill my expectations neither I do as you expect; I hurt you often intentionally or unintentionally, and you hurt me unintentionally; I am unable to approach your feelings and you are unable to understand my thoughts; I do not see world and life as you do; even then, I love you more than anything anyone in my life.
I do scold you, I bring my anger out at you, I do not care for your emotions and feelings when it comes to fire inside me, I give you pain, and as a result expect you to be as reactive as I am, as angry as I am, as fierce as I am but I wonder you would ever do what I want, I don't know. You never went horrible as I am often; you never went angry as I am often; you never reacted as I do often, and so I always thought of you as a senseless surface and hard like diamond.
I wanted to melt you and wanted you to be as angry on me as I am on you at times, but thought as would never be succeeded. Then one day I knew what it was all about and why you are just opposite nature.
Love is not a simple phenomenon, it is rather quite scientifically complicated and follows some rules in a quite strange manner. And one of that principle rules is the rule of thermodynamics; it says that the loss and gain of heat always remains constant, thus as the principle element fire, whatever I bring out as anger, intensity and temperature, you being very opposite in nature take it in and absorb it to increase the temperature inside, but that remains so low to the cold inside you, and thus doesn't lose itself but becomes the part of your inner self as heat and passion of my love that surges inside you. Likewise, when you senselessly react in a cold, careless but loving manner, you transfer that cooling inside me and the fire of mine inside is so intense that the temperature decreases but not to much extent, the coolness, the soothing sense doesn't go in vain but becomes the part of my self as the peace and harmony of your love.
So, whatever I want, I perhaps can not get it soon but slowly and gradually, you and me will come at equal and balanced level, whatever heat I will lose you will gain that, and whatever coolness you will lose, I will gain that; and thus I will see myself in you and you will see yourself in me; I will react in a calm way like you and you will love me intensely like me; I will face challenges with peace like you, and you will bear the pain like me; I will get your harmony and you will have my passion.
So, the day will come when I will become You and You will become I, no discrimination will remain and we will Unite and will be called none other than 'One'. I wait for the day; the day of resurrection.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Manndho peandey moon
(Drinking the wine of Gnosis)
Saajan sahi suneeato
(The beloved I perceived)
(You are the friend)
(You are the physician)
Toon hi dardan ji dawa
(Only You are the remedy of pain)
Janiba muhinji jeea men aazara ja anwa
(Dearest! In my being are thousands of afflictions)
Sahib dey shifa meeyaan marizan khey
(O Lord, pray heal the sick and afflicted)
Allaha “Abdul Latif” chae
(O God, Abdul Latif says)
Bhit jo ghoto Latif says
(Latif, the darling of Bhit Shah, says)
Toon hi aaheen toon
(There is none but You)
Saajan sahi suneeato
(The beloved I perceived)
(O good Latif)
Challa sindhari wasai Lateef
Bhalo Miyaan Allah
(Good Master Allah)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
It can be stated in three different forms as:
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
The dust in the desert when faces the burning of sunlight, then desires to have water and overcome its thirst, the hot breeze when blows it makes the dust particles to scatter in the environment as a result the mist of that air blow along with dust particles produces cyclone that can ruin everything that comes in its field.
Friday, May 20, 2011
I am what I could be and what I had to be in any case.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
A relationship is just like a chemical compound which is being formed between two different elements or persons in such a way that its result would ultimately be unique.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Perfection is something that used to be considered as unachievable for a human being, but does it mean that humans should not seek perfection?
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
People say, you should be calm when you are upset but its not always easy, especially when one is sensitive, emotional and self possessive about him. And, so there are moments when someone reacts, and sometimes reacts in a very odd way that nobody can understand what the actual problem with the person is. Even if someone is a very good analyst, he wouldn't be able to know the reason.
Monday, February 28, 2011
The seed of Love, whenever is sown into the earth of heart, the earth should be well nourished with nutrients of passion and water of desire so that this seed would be able to get the complete set of requirement for its germination.
And then the seed of Love germinates and grows into two different directions; a radicle or seed root that grows deep into the earth of heart so that it can embed its roots firmly to hold the ground and the plumule or shoot that grows above the ground to catch the sunlight and air so that it can get the illumination and oxygen of life.
And then the seed of the Love grows, grows and transforms itself into a Tree of the Love by getting nourishment from its heart full of desires, passions, determination and taking air of freedom and sunlight of obedience, grows into roots of the self, shoots of the belief, branches of the ambitions, leaves of the relationships, flowers of the happiness and finally fruits of the Love.
And then the process begins, of the Nature. The tree has to complete the cycle; the purpose of its formation; the process of Photosynthesis of the Love begins. The green pigment of subjugation called as chlorophyll, captures the sunlight of obedience and Carbondioxide of the hatred from the air, gets the water of desire from the ground of heart, converts both of them into the Glucose of the Life, provides that food to the outer world in the form of the flowers of the happiness and the fruits of the Love and care, and so the cycle continues.
The tree doesn’t breath throughout the day when the sunlight of obedience makes it to just continue the Photosynthesis of the Love, whereas at night it is free to inhale the fresh oxygen of the freedom and Love from the air around it and to exhale the Carbondioxide of the hatred outside, so this will keep the tree alive and fresh for the next whole sunny day to continue the process of Photosynthesis.
Nature chooses its ways to continue the Universe, and the Science of Love is one of the ways to keep the world beautiful, peaceful, prosperous and full of happiness. So, if you are standing firmly with your ground of heart, exposing yourself to the illumination and the air, continuing the cycle of Photosynthesis of the Love during the sunny day by inhaling the hatred, absorbing the obedience and exhaling the Love and happiness, don’t be worry, Nature will allow you to inhale the oxygen of the freedom and happiness at night when the rest of the world will be unconscious and you will see, how much Nature Loves you because you are important, You are the Tree of the Love.
Monday, February 7, 2011
"Urooj! You are gonna spoil my child." My elder sister remarked when I was teaching her only son that how to make others restless when they are at rest and we don't want to see them at rest.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
- A researcher has no Sunday when he has lots of work to do.
- The job of a researcher can never be routine job with routine hours like 9 to 5 pm.
- When you do research, you should be ready to dedicate your time with full devotion whenever needed.
- Until and unless, you are well prepared to do research, you should not start research and once you initiate, you should be ready to utilize your full energies for it.
Yes, these are not my sayings, instead these are the sayings of my supervisor which she keep telling us whenever she feels that we are taking research as not a serious matter.
And, I am one of the most non-serious ones among the all, whether in studies, research, writing or reading, ah even in the case of household works, nobody would be more miserable than me. Sometimes people say I am lazy, sometimes that I am not fit for anything to do, sometimes they comment I am the most unpredictable person they have ever seen; and yes, I am hundred percent agreed with all of them.
I don’t want to be called as a perfect person because I am not; I am unpredictable because I love my freedom; I am lazy because I don’t want to make things feel to me like a burden, I take my time for each and everything; and yes I am inconsistent because I think that life is beautiful and sometimes stagnancy decreases its beauty.
So, I have always my own reasons for everything and people also say that they always fail to convince me to change my reasons, and I always win over them; my fate.
But this time the situation was different. The lazy, inconsistent and unpredictable Urooj was ahead of all. It’s just the matter of time, matter of state; I don’t claim that I am strong, hard working and intelligent but I have done it well.
Well, I was trying to occupy December and to prevent the month to occupy my nerves, so, decided to preoccupy my nerves with loads of work. Fortunately, the month came with the loads of work; there was a workshop that was being held by our Center and the list of pre requisites was very long. Everyone tried hard for the successful arrangements of the workshop, but I had to do some extra because I had some urgent and important lab assignments along with the workshop.
So, I cheerfully accepted every load and occupied December finally. Thanks to God that the workshop was held successfully even after the Bomb Blast in the KU last Tuesday, we continued the workshop as per schedule, and yes during these days I was fully engaged with the other facilitators and demonstrators as I had also to conduct few sessions of the workshop and to anchor the concluding ceremony due to which my lab work stopped which should have not in the normal situation.
And then, when workshop ended at last but then this Friday strike made me intolerable as I have to submit the results of my experiment on Wednesday in any condition. Yesterday, the things were moving in a slow pace as in Scientific Research nothing remains in our hand sometimes and everything is situation dependent. So, at last I had to decide what to do…….? Time is moving away and the work is still incomplete.
Finally, me and my senior colleague discussed the scenario yesterday afternoon and took a brave decision; to continue our work today that means on Sunday.
I must tell you that people also say that I take decisions very quickly without thinking about the results, but I guess that is the most sensible thing in me that I don’t waste my time by thinking very much. I just do what I feel is right according to the situation and thanks to God that most of the time my decisions are proved to be right.
So, me and my colleague went today and did our work without any lab assistants; I myself unlocked the labs that we had to use, tissue culture, cold room, resource lab bla bla…. The University was like a desolate place, empty and uninhabited.
We worked four hours continuously, and then we had to leave the experiment overnight at one stage, we stopped at that point and now we will continue tomorrow morning.
I left home at 9 a.m. in the morning and came back at 3 p.m., can never imagine to ruin my Sunday like this in normal condition; to wake up early on a Sunday, the only holiday after a fully tiring week, could never be possible before today but things change and today was a day of change.
I woke up early in a winter Sunday, oh it was too difficult for me but I did it, and when I returned home in the late afternoon, I was so tired but satisfied.
Now, I am just thinking that the first Sunday of this new year was no Sunday for me; would it mean that I will be having no Sunday this year…..hmmm what to say?
This year is going to have loads of hard work for me, I feel; but I am glad perhaps in this way, I would be able to achieve some of my goals I have set for my life. I am glad even if it is like that, because the only thing that pleases me, is the Accomplishment no matter what energy I would have to utilize for it.
So, No Sunday….No Holiday; the gift from the New year for me.